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 I woke up this morning. To find my mother crying, alongside my father. I wondered, why? Yet I did not ask the significance. I moved on and went to school that day, like if it was any other day. There I was wondering, why my fellow classmates where crying. Crying, all around me. Perhaps, I should have asked. Yet I still did not find it significant. I carried on with my day. I went to work; a simple little waiter, in a simple little town. I came to realize that, I was also being ignored. So I just left, and went home. By the time I got home and went in my room, a ghost appeared before me in the mirror. That ghost was I.

Hidden Behind The Endless sky It all seems like such a lie... But here I am Damn! I haven't told you the truth!!! ...I really did lose my path It because you're my reality Yet I have no ability To show you That I care with so much endeavor All I have are my lyrical words That will tell you little stories About what I think about you + me; Together.

It hurts me to see you like this Because I know, the pain won't go away with a slit wrist Yet this is life, and I wonder Is life all just God's blunder? Are we all a mistake? All I know is I can't let you take This pain Not in this rain Yet I'm powerless to make you feel better So all I can do [for both of you] is write this letter Of what I think, and to show you I care I really do think that our existence is rare To love and let go, It really is such a blow To let our emotions slip up for someone Yet in the end they weren't the one I hope... That we can never give up But just stand up And try again, one more time In thi

My words are losing their meaning My thoughts are slowly drifting away My last chance.. is almost up My body is going numb My desire.. is almost gone My mind is losing consciousness My end is near My only hope is you.. Now your gone and my death is here..

So let me know, Will I live in fear for the path I choose Even if it brings upon eternal peace Or will I live with you, and forever Living the days with you happily I can not think Which one is the right choice.. But will I be able to survive to do either? Tell me the truth in this godless world In which, fear runs through all our veins Achieve the impossible or do the probable... I think now little by little and I do not know But I know I want to be with you more, than to save this place So let me know, What do you think of me?

Slowly looking For something to say Not quite sure What kind of outcome My words will bring Yet here I am Slowly breathing This dreadful air That destroys my spirit Ever so slowly...

Unstable No return Can't think right Just losing sight Of the right It's seems to dark To just call it a night One more time Let me hear your words That will change My emotions Forever